So.... Yeah. So much drama in the last post. But I still feel justified in my feelings at the time. It's important to be prepared for anything in a relationship; or so I've recently learned.
Today we woke to a nice morning, albeit early. He had to travel out of town for work today so I stayed over last night so I could see him at least for a little while before he headed out. As he's packing, or rather simply putting a few articles of clothing into a duffel bag, he says in passing that we should try living together. I'm sure this is from my staying over and him getting to wake to me by his side. (He says he enjoys that every time it happens.) I suppose this means that thoughts (scary thoughts) of a possible breakup is no more, or never was.
Whew. Can't tell you what a relief it is. However, even though the outlook is sunny again, I still worry that he'll succumb to another cloudy mood and if so, my emotions are still fragile. I'll probably snap.
I wonder if we could live together. I'm sure with anybody new, it takes work to learn to share space. But I think we can do it. And I think I'd rather enjoy it. (I just need a job first. Sadly, I'm still job hunting. And it sucks.)
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