Well things seem to be hunky-dory again with the boyfriend. The last week of June and the first two weeks of July were awful. I felt terrible, anxious, sick a couple of times, and worried. And I really hate feeling those things. Luckily we didn't take a break because I honestly feel that is relationship suicide. Things were slightly awkward for a while though.
I was (and am still) afraid to delve further into it. I don't want to open a can of worms. Things have felt back to normal now, and that's good. We're back to saying the "I love you"s and spending every day together again.
We even celebrated our one year anniversary on July 31. It doesn't feel like it's been a year. Wow. I've never been with anyone this long before. I'm breaking all kinds of records for myself.
The only thing I dread now is my new job's schedule. I'm never going to see him (just about) on a weekday anymore. And that suuuuucks. I hate this whole scenario.
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